(and this going to be my longest blog ever)
In the next 24 hours is so crucial for me, it going to be the most important moment in my life, it going to be my last time to being single bachelor guy. How it feels, well sometime I feel is I’m the right guy for her? or what my life going to be after married? No one knows!


me at CambodiaEvery relationship has a cycle...In the beginning; you fall in love with your partner. You anticipate their calls, want their touch, and like their idiosyncrasies. Falling in love wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love. Picture the expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something happened to you. Falling in love is a passive and spontaneous experience. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.
Searching

it all started a year ago...
All this time, I being searching for someone that bland well with me and care for me, and what I learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice
She’s the one


I have found the paradox, we had so much fun together. It's so easy to fall in love but hard to find someone who will catch you and maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it. I think that the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don’t change; when everybody else does. And what make me happy are all my best dreams and worst nightmares have the same person in them. And it takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.
To Anne...,
This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.
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